(Image courtesy of the writer)
(Image courtesy of the writer)

Whispers To My Starry-Eyed Crush

I ain’t nobody, Brazil

There’s no time I can imagine myself not thinking, 

Of the “New Girl” euphoria theme song not ringing. 

Every time I close my eyes I’m daydreaming, 

‘Cause I would never be the person I was without 

Your human being. 

Pinky promise, don’t disappear? 

I know I might be your biggest fear, 

I know I don’t make things kind of clear, 

But I would hate to admit, I shall be a lover to volunteer. 

Funny how sometimes you just find things 

And I didn’t even need to find our invisible string, 

You steal my words from my mouth like I’d never exist, 

As soon as I fall into, my heart won’t resist. 

The fact that you were born in the same constancy, same instancy, 

Makes me want to have my fingers crossed- for me to be one who is hurt, 

And you know that my eyes aren’t able to not flirt. 

I sound a little bit exaggerated, 

It’s because you make me sound so overrated,

My laughs just float when I’m around you, 

Making me nervous to imagine- 

You were the person I was  

Looking through. 

It sounds clingy, 

However, can you be my sweet nothing?

My hands never lie, 

Like I would never be by your side, be aside.

Thank you to Apurva Makashir & Tanvi Sethi for their inspired edits on the piece.

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Brisa prefers to be attended by the name “I ain’t nobody”. They are a brazilian artist engaged in various types of art and have discovered themselves as a transgender man. Their work has already been published on this website before, and they are glad to be here again contributing with art from different countries, people and different stories.  Professionally, a visual artist and a writer, Brisa believes there is nothing they cannot do.

 

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