Walk With Me in The Forest of Imagination

Realism? idealism? Walk with me.

Realism is focused on the awareness of immediate possibilities and acts based on certainty and what is probable. 

Idealism is focused on hope and then considering the possibility is always there, even if unlikely. 

Idealism is a motivating force necessary to cross the hard days. Realism keeps us grounded in the hard facts, and it creates the firm conviction that, with reasonable efforts, anything can become possible. 

Finding that balance is the hard part. I hope that someone’s desire can be implemented or adjusted somewhere between the grounded reality and the perfect outcome. 

Imagine

Imagination is the circle of thoughts we love to breathe in, no matter the philosophy. This thought circle can be the comfort zone where we find peace and tranquility, healthy doses for the mind’s stability. A stable mind is necessary to live life truly, rather than going through the motions and spending hours, days, weeks, months, and years till death. I should know. 

Imagination holds a powerful place in my life, shaping how I work and plan. I often begin by germinating an obsession — a goal that may initially seem impractical, unattainable. I continually water this obsession, to thrive and drive me forward. 

Don’t call me “unrealistic,” but the idealistic approach lets me chase what seems impossible, and it defines my mindset.

This approach often leads to what I call a rebellious mindset. It strengthens my determination to stick to my goals against all odds. While not all dreams achieved through this idealism come to fruition, I still find that this process builds resilience. This resistance to external pressures fosters a personality that is difficult to sway, making me less susceptible to compromising on fundamental rights, freedom of speech, or injustice.

In Pakistan, where societal and institutional pressures often push individuals to conform to the old narratives, my idealistic mindset allows me to challenge these norms. I resist the go-with-the-flow mentality that dominates our local culture. This resistance, born of my imagination-driven idealism, makes me a person who cannot easily be managed, whether by those in power or within social circles.

Don’t elbow me

From an early age, I had a dream of joining the armed forces. Normally after 12th grade, we can apply to join. I was declared medically unfit due to the carrying angle of my elbow, the angle between the forearm and arm when the arm is extended. The excessive angle may lead to a person’s inability to carry weight, so I was declared temporarily unfit as carrying heavy bulky weights is quite normal in the armed forces. I was shattered. 

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I had waited for many years for the day I could apply to the armed forces. I went to the Combined Military Hospital Lahore to get advice about the treatment of this angle issue. The senior surgeon of their orthopedics department was a brigadier rank officer and only affirmed what I had already heard — I was medically unfit for service.

“It is impossible to force this elbow angle in position, as it is by birth and not changeable,” he said very clearly, “There is no option for you.” 

I was coming down the stairs, and the word “impossible” was ringing in my ears on repeat. Before coming back, the doctor just wrote TRY CHIN-UPS on my prescription slip and also told me that there is almost a zero percent chance of effective results from chin-up exercise. 

I just kept the words “impossible” and “0% chance” in my mind as I started doing chin-ups, and started to play hockey by keeping the stick near my elbow (another technique recommended by a physical instructor.) I continued to work on this routine for almost eight months without rest. I spent all day on the ground, almost entirely on running, chin-ups, and hockey. 

During this time, even my mother and father advised me to stop as “it” is a natural condition and not curable. In their words, “You must focus on any other profession.” My friends used to mock me by calling my hard work a futile effort. 

All of these opposing forces played a vital role in making me resistant to all opinions and steadfast in my wish to work at getting the carrying angle decreased to the normal range. My two main motivations were to prove all the people’s opinions wrong, and imagining the moment when I would be declared medically fit for the armed forces. 

After eight or nine months, I reapplied, and was declared medically fit … by the senior orthopedic surgeon of CMH Lahore. This senior orthopedic surgeon was sitting on the same chair where I was advised by his fellow surgeon that I had no chance of getting this carrying angle cured. I believe this imaginative and rebellious approach gives me the courage to stand firmly for what I believe is right and just, no matter the challenges.

However, a question I mainly consider is why imagination is a person’s only source of peace.

Just turn the tables

Shift your intention towards the thinking philosophy of a person. A person creates a private boundary and wants to allow only those people in whom they love. Possibilities exist that things happen according to a person’s will. Or never happen at all.

The fact is that a person only wants to live with the people or things of their choice or with those whom they love. When life is working out and everything is flowing smoothly, they don’t need to live in their imagination when their reality is already according to their wish. Likewise, if the opposite is true and nothing in their life fits the narrative they want, a person will always prefer fantasy.

Preferring imagination when reality doesn’t meet their desires also resonates deeply with my life. There have been times when my circumstances didn’t align with my narrative of how things should be. During such times, I relied on imagination not as an escape, but as a tool to redefine my path and rekindle hope.

Take this scenario: a man wants to marry a woman, but she does not want to be his wife. It is very common for Pakistani youth to feel affection for someone without reciprocation. This reality will upset the man, just as it would anyone else in the world who experiences that kind of rejection. To avoid facing it, some men will develop a fantasy world around them, where everything is according to their wishes, and imagine that woman as his wife. Mental stability is so vital that a person can spend his whole life sitting on a beach if there’s peace there. 

So, when this love-sick man feels comfortable in that specific zone where everything is according to his arrangement, he may never broaden his circle to accept reality, because reality is painful and upsets his mental stability. 

Keep turning

Now comes the other side of the story. Suppose a woman whom he wants to marry becomes his wife. Here the reality is beautiful, so the man does not need to imagine it. He can be with a woman he wanted to marry.

This example highlights that choosing a path of imagination is not always necessary. We all want to choose a way that follows mental stability, happiness, and our desired direction, traveling only with those we want to travel with. This path can be imaginative if the day does not unfold following our desires. On the other hand, it can be realistic if the year serves our demand.

People who live in fantasy think that if life does not progress according to their thoughts, they should develop a forest of ideas and continue to roam, reconciling disparate elements, and accommodating setbacks, under the varying shades of thought. 

Grief from losing loved ones or precious things is only natural; otherwise, how could you really consider it love? This might be true, but being consumed by grief can also cause severe damage to relationships around that person.

I often imagine the moment when I will leave this world, and the people I’ve helped will speak to themselves or others, saying, “This was the man who supported us when we needed it most.” That thought motivates me deeply, as I hope my legacy will live on;  not through fame, but through gratitude in the hearts of those I’ve touched.

Can imagination harm you?

Imagination is so immersive, but too much of anything makes a person unaware of their surroundings as they get lost within themselves. If they go too deep or too often into the workings of their own mind, they risk losing interest in the present, in their responsibilities, and in dear ones; a disconnect. 

A person’s happiness may rely on sadness; the sadder, the more content. The repetitive thoughts of the desired life give only temporary relief, but when this bubble of imagination pops, the pain becomes enjoyable as it closes the circle.

Imagination is deeply embedded in my life. I often imagine scenarios and ideals, not about myself per se but about the circumstances I want to create. Like joining the armed forces, when that path didn’t materialize, I redirected my imagination toward contributing to society in other meaningful ways. 

I now aspire to be a “hidden treasure” — a person who works silently to help others without seeking recognition. I have been fortunate to help people in small ways, such as paying tuition fees for needy students, assisting patients with medical expenses, or supporting families in distress. Without publicizing them, true kindness lies in remaining behind the scenes.

I would say that my idealism has sometimes led to frustration when reality doesn’t align with my vision. However, I see these moments as opportunities for growth and adaptation. Instead of being overwhelmed, I channel my energy into finding alternative ways to move closer to my goals.

Our demands from fantasizer and associated consequences

We mostly think those suffering from an imaginative trauma must return to life and be normal like others. Easy for us to say, but much more difficult to actually do practically. Our continuous demand forces them to develop a facade. 

When that person becomes fed up with acting, watch for extreme behavioral changes like powerful flashbacks, regret, and open exposure to whatever that person is covering.

Extreme realistic or extreme idealistic?

What creates a problem for most of us is that we are either highly realistic or highly idealistic.

For example, a hardworking and talented worker wants a certain job. She goes with a practical approach that the company’s standards are too high for her and decides against applying for that specific job. She is thinking only in black and white. This is a highly realistic approach if something is complex. Many others cannot meet the high standards, so she thinks she also could not. 

On the other hand, a 45-year-old artisan applies for a job with selection criteria that anticipates a 20-year-old, but the artisan is so motivated and has a firm belief that they are the best candidate, the best worker. That is a highly idealistic approach that has something less to do with the reality that everyone else experiences.

Both of these approaches are extreme yet correctable, and that correction lies in creating a balance. 

I consider myself more idealistic than realistic, and I tend to stay firmly focused on my goals despite external challenges. For example, recently in Pakistan, the weather has turned extremely cold — a rare occurrence in a country accustomed to heat. While many people find it difficult to engage in physical activities during such weather, I have maintained a daily routine of running for 10 kilometers early in the morning before sunrise, even when the sun is scarcely visible these days. Yet, I persist because I idealize the sense of accomplishment and discipline it brings me. This is how I strike a balance between realism and idealism: I acknowledge the challenges but push through by focusing on the rewards they offer.

In the balance

Idealism and realism are two poles of magnets that repel. Balance is impossible because the idealistic and realistic approaches are linked to the person’s desires. How can human beings suppose something against their will? This unacceptability of the possibilities that reality and idealism bring along leads to the challenge of creating a balance.

How can we force the balance? Who doesn’t lose the forest for the trees?

It is actually the struggle to create a balance between idealistic and realistic perspectives that makes us human; a work in progress, but not forced. 

Finding that balance is the hard part. Can you imagine?

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